If We Say YES?
from Rev. Bruce Wood - February 2016
Published
in News First — our monthly church newsletter
As
we begin a new year and look at all the possibilities that unfold before us -
it's also a good time to review how each of us participate, and contribute to
the community that is Warragul Uniting Church.
As a minister in the Uniting Church, recalling and re-assessing my call to ministry is one of those ever-present voices that powers my day-to-day living - which I talked a little about last Sunday.
I spoke about how I said NO many times to a call to ministry. The first NO came when I was about 8 years old, dismissing it because I was just a kid - and there was no way I was going to one of ‘those’ people. It came again and again as I grew older, and I can remember saying, ‘No way’, each time, and went off and did something different.
The
odd thing is that I was gradually getting closer and closer to ministry all the
time - no matter which direction I turned - and eventually I had to stop saying
‘No’’, and seriously look at saying ‘Yes’ to this call to ministry -
which offered possibilities way beyond my thinking - and a whole lot of
difficulties that would have to be overcome. It was very scary, because,
if I said Yes, then I also had to trust God a whole lot more than I had in the
past.
Saying ‘yes’ to the call of God is not an easy process for any of us - and it will certainly change us, and our life direction. Yet, so often we underrate ourselves and our abilities - and when we are challenged to attempt greater things, we hesitate, or very quickly say NO - not necessarily because we don’t want to do what others believe we can - but because we see ourselves as inadequate.
We
are quick to say - I don’t have the expertise, or the knowledge, or the
patience, or the physical ability, to do that.’ And that might be quite
logical, and quite safe - but it’s not a particularly Christian way of
thinking - for it doesn’t allow for the Spirit of God to work in our lives -
it stifles any prompting from God that might push us beyond what can do or
understand - it limits our growth as people, and as a community of Christian
people - and it limits our ability to see ourselves as God knows us to be.
The
story of Jeremiah and his call from God to become a prophet is a great example
of this. His reaction to God was something like - ‘Hang on God, you’re
making a big mistake! I’m far too young for anybody to take me
seriously, and I’m also a lousy public speaker.’
[Bible reference, Jeremiah 1:4-10]
Jeremiah
finds a few pretty good excuses why he couldn’t, and shouldn’t, do what God
was asking him to do - for God was asking him to stand up, and to speak up
against his local community leaders - to tell them they were wrong - and that
they needed to change.
And
so it’s not a great surprise that Jeremiah initially says - ‘No way’.
Yet in spite of all his doubts, and all his fears, he reluctantly accepts the
call of God - and over time became one of the greatest prophets in history -
both to Christians and to Muslims.
One
opportunity - one little YES - changed the direction of this young boy’s life
forever. And similarly for us - one simple YES, when we feel that force
driving us forward - one simple YES, when we know that voice inside drawing us a
new path - will also change our life forever.
When we allow the Spirit of God to move within us, life is different - more fulfilling and a bit more scary - but certainly more useful, more alive, and more in tune with God. God is the great shatterer of our limitations - and by grace, we are children of God, for whom surprising things are possible, if we dare to say YES.